livin that nerd life
I have this card….got it at last weeks pre-release.

I have this card….got it at last weeks pre-release.

Starter: Eevee

Hometown: Lavender Town

Rival: Green

Goal: To Catch ‘Em All

Companion: Green

Future: Join The Elite Four

I Wish….

I wish you were here. Not even with me at this point in time, but I wish you were in my life. I want to be sitting here watching TV, reading, doing whatever, and have you send me a text. I want to smile whenever you run through my brain. I want my friends to think I’ve gone bat shit crazy because I’ve never been happier.

I wish I could tell who you were. If I walk through campus, I want my heart to drop and everything to stop when my eyes see you. I want to look across the cafeteria and maybe catch your eye. Even if we didn’t know each others names, I want you to just look me in the eye. Not that I think you’d fall in love with me right then and there, but because I’m almost positive that you have such astounding eyes that even across a cafeteria full of people I’ll be able to admire them.

I wish I had the courage to tell you. Even if I don’t know who you are, what you look like, or anything about you. I’m a coward. I’ll tell people I’m not but I really am, I have issues putting myself out there so I’m not going to be able to tell you how I feel about you very easily. Maybe I’ll find some form of courage that I never knew I had but I won’t make a promise about it.

I wish I had talent. As corny as this sounds, I want to learn how to play the guitar and to get a grasp on my voice because when I drift into daydreams, I always wonder what it’d be like if I could serenade you. I know I can’t really write a song but I’d find something to sing to you, its corny and straight out of a chick flick I know, but it’s something I’d love to do.

I wish you were mine.

One Day,

One day, I’ll meet you, or if I’ve met you, I’ll start to contemplate. I’ll start to think about you, think about how I think a life with you would be. I’ll start to wonder about what your eyes look like in the moonlight, what your smile would look like after our first kiss.

One day, I’ll gather the courage. The courage to ask you out, to go up and lay it all on the line, I’ll show you everything that I am. From the nerd inside of me to the boy who would do anything to make you happy.

One day, we’ll have our one year anniversary. Maybe things had been rocky but I’ll know that I’m in love with you, more and more each day that love will grow.

One day, I’ll take a knee, in front of you, maybe I proposed with some super nerdy way. Maybe there was a flash mob, maybe we’re on a boat, maybe we’re just alone. But I’ll be on that knee and I’ll ask you to marry me.

One day, I’ll see you when you come down the aisle towards me. My heart will stop and that stutter I get when I’m nervous will start to pick up. I’ll have that smile on my face, the one that I can’t control when I’m amazingly happy. When that ring slides on your finger, when I hear that I can kiss you, when we’re pronounced man and wife. My life will be forever amazing.

One day, we’ll be sitting at the hospital welcoming a new member to our family, they will be the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. It wouldn’t be an insult to you, but I guarantee that they would look more like you then me, or at least, that’s what I’d want.

One day, we’ll watch our child/children walk across the stage and accept their high school diploma. Eighteen years would have gone by, and then in a few more years, we’d watch them accept their college diploma.

One day, you’ll die, if I hadn’t already kicked the bucket, I guarantee that it would happen soon. I wouldn’t want to continue life without having you in my life.

One day can change everything.

Here’s 155 Questions. Bulbasaur through Cyndaquil. Ask me some and I’ll answer them. (everyone who asks me stuff gets a free country when I take over the world)

  • 1: Full name
  • 2: Zodiac sign
  • 3: 3 Fears
  • 4: 3 things I love
  • 5: 4 turns on
  • 6: 4 turns off
  • 7: My best friend
  • 8: Sexual orientation
  • 9: My best first date
  • 10: How tall am I
  • 11: What do I miss
  • 12: What time was I born
  • 13: Favourite color
  • 14: Do I have a crush
  • 15: Favourite quote
  • 16: Favourite place
  • 17: Favourite food
  • 18: Do I use sarcasm
  • 19: What am I listening to right now
  • 20: First thing I notice in new person
  • 21: Shoe size
  • 22: Eye color
  • 23: Hair color
  • 24: Favourite style of clothing
  • 25: Ever done a prank call?
  • 26: What colour of underwear I’m wearing now?
  • 27: Meaning behind my URL
  • 28: Favourite movie
  • 29: Favourite song
  • 30: Favourite band
  • 31: How I feel right now
  • 32: Someone I love
  • 33: My current relationship status
  • 34: My relationship with my parents
  • 35: Favourite holiday
  • 36: Tattoos and piercing i have
  • 37: Tattoos and piercing i want
  • 38: The reason I joined Tumblr
  • 39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?
  • 40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?
  • 41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?
  • 42: When did I last hold hands?
  • 43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?
  • 44: Have I shaved your legs in the past three days?
  • 45: Where am I right now?
  • 46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?
  • 47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?
  • 48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?
  • 49: Am I excited for anything?
  • 50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?
  • 51: How often do I wear a fake smile?
  • 52: When was the last time I hugged someone?
  • 53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?
  • 54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?
  • 55: What is something I disliked about today?
  • 56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
  • 57: What do I think about most?
  • 58: What’s my strangest talent?
  • 59: Do I have any strange phobias?
  • 60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
  • 61: What was the last lie I told?
  • 62: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
  • 63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
  • 64: Do I believe in magic?
  • 65: Do I believe in luck?
  • 66: What’s the weather like right now?
  • 67: What was the last book I’ve read?
  • 68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?
  • 69: Do I have any nicknames?
  • 70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?
  • 71: Do I spend money or save it?
  • 72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge?
  • 73: Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me?
  • 74: Favourite animal?
  • 75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?
  • 76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?
  • 77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?
  • 78: How can you win my heart?
  • 79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?
  • 80: What is my favorite word?
  • 81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr
  • 82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?
  • 83: Do I have any relatives in jail?
  • 84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?
  • 85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
  • 86: What is my current desktop picture?
  • 87: Had sex?
  • 88: Bought condoms?
  • 89: Gotten pregnant?
  • 90: Failed a class?
  • 91: Kissed a boy?
  • 92: Kissed a girl?
  • 93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?
  • 94: Had job?
  • 95: Left the house without my wallet?
  • 96: Bullied someone on the internet?
  • 97: Had sex in public?
  • 98: Played on a sports team?
  • 99: Smoked weed?
  • 100: Did drugs?
  • 101: Smoked cigarettes?
  • 102: Drank alcohol?
  • 103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?
  • 104: Been overweight?
  • 105: Been underweight?
  • 106: Been to a wedding?
  • 107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
  • 108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?
  • 109: Been outside my home country?
  • 110: Gotten my heart broken?
  • 111: Been to a professional sports game?
  • 112: Broken a bone?
  • 113: Cut myself?
  • 114: Been to prom?
  • 115: Been in airplane?
  • 116: Fly by helicopter?
  • 117: What concerts have I been to?
  • 118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?
  • 119: Learned another language?
  • 120: Wore make up?
  • 121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?
  • 122: Had oral sex?
  • 123: Dyed my hair?
  • 124: Voted in a presidential election?
  • 125: Rode in an ambulance?
  • 126: Had a surgery?
  • 127: Met someone famous?
  • 128: Stalked someone on a social network?
  • 129: Peed outside?
  • 130: Been fishing?
  • 131: Helped with charity?
  • 132: Been rejected by a crush?
  • 133: Broken a mirror?
  • 134: What do I want for birthday?
  • 135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names?
  • 136: Was I named after anyone?
  • 137: Do I like my handwriting?
  • 138: What was my favourite toy as a child?
  • 139: Favourite Tv Show?
  • 140: Where do I want to live when older?
  • 141: Play any musical instrument?
  • 142: One of my scars, how did I get it?
  • 143: Favourite pizza toping?
  • 144: Am I afraid of the dark?
  • 145: Am I afraid of heights?
  • 146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?
  • 147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
  • 148: What I’m really bad at
  • 149: What my greatest achievments are
  • 150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me
  • 151: What I’d do if I won in a lottery
  • 152: What do I like about myself
  • 153: My closest Tumblr friend
  • 154: Something I fantasize about
  • 155: Any question you’d like

You’ve Been On My Mind.

You’re so far out of my league but that doesn’t stop me from wondering what would happen if you gave me a chance. Maybe it wouldn’t work out because I can almost guarantee I’d be trying my best to figure out why someone like you is with someone like me. I’d be second guessing every action that I took wondering if I screwed up somewhere along the way. But I promise you, I’d be here for you forever if you asked me to.

I know I’m probably not the first person on your list of guys. I know that I’m probably not even in the top ten, but I know that your my number one and the rest of the list is burning in a pile behind me. I’ve never really felt this way about someone before, I’m so afraid of taking the step to move forward because I like what we have right now but I want to see what would happen if we crossed that bridge. I’m afraid of making things between us awkward, I mean, I’m pretty sure I’m not in the friend zone but still, would we be able to go back to our random arguments about things in class? Would I still be able to pretend to ignore you (and you completely know it) but still have you come up to me and grab my arm or hit me playfully?

There’s only a month of school left and we’re both transferring away from this town. You know that I’m going to UNI and you told me once that you were heavily considering the same school but should I wait out the summer and see if these feelings go away? Or should I just take my shot and tell you how I feel? What would you do if I told you after classes had finished that I’m falling for you when you really haven’t done anything to affect that? I just love how I feel around you, I smile whenever our eyes catch one another, I laugh at almost everything you say because I actually find you genuinely funny, and somehow, you make me less nervous about things. I know its sad but I think we have this unspoken agreement in our speech class, I’ll lock my eyes on you and you’ll lock yours one mine and we’ll basically be giving the speech to one another.

All in all, you make me feel some way that I’m not even sure I completely understand. The only thing I know is that when I’m around you, the only thing I know is how happy I actually am. What sucks is that I’m writing this knowing that I probably won’t talk to you about it, I’ll be my goofy self and do my best to make you laugh, I’ll be around you and I’ll be loving every moment of it but I won’t tell you the truth. I won’t tell you how you really make me feel.

I’m a coward.

I really like knowing opinions and I don’t know why so…SHARE YOURS!!!

GOLD : Be my valentine next year?

RED: I used to like you 

ORANGE: You will be mine 
GREEN: I wanna mess around 
BLUE: I love you 
PURPLE: I wanna chill
PINK: I like you 
BLACK: I want a kiss 
YELLOW: You’re sweet 
WHITE: You’re funny 
BROWN: You’re amazing 
SILVER: You’re Cute 
TAN: I want your number

I Think If I Was Able To Tell You How I Feel, Both Of Our Lives Would End Up As A Fairytail.
I think I want to save up and get a quote tattoo right along the upper part of my right shoulder, what’s a good quote to put there?